March 12
如果有这么一个人,他以一种完美的你期望的你羡慕的你嫉妒的姿态出现在你的生命里
如果这是无关于他的不安
那么我的失落
来自哪里?
March 09
Dan:Hey. What are you doing here?
Serena:I need to know why you love me.
Dan:Because I do.
Serena:I really want to trust you when you say those words,Dan.So maybe if I knew why,I'd stop being so scared of hearing them and afraid to say them.
Dan:Okay.Well,if you want to talk about why...
Serena:It has to do with my mom and her many marriages.
Dan:There. That's why. Because I actually like it when you interrupt me, which is often,by the way. I love you because you make no apologies about being exactly who you are: beautiful, smart, sexy as hell...
Serena:Now you're embarrassing me.
Dan:That's another reason. You're completely unaware of your affect on me. You're also completely unaware that you laugh like a 4 year old. Just like that.
February 13
今天是在成都的最后一天,天气很好。下午与T老师一起散步到华西,坐在荷花池边晒着太阳还睡着了一会儿。钟楼敲响的时候睁开眼睛,满池的枯荷就像洒上了一层薄薄的麦穗,透亮透亮的。告别地震的苦难,告别丧亲的悲戚,希望自己总能看到世界最美好的一面。
刚刚才发现豆瓣上自己头像下的那句话仍然是“祈祷奇迹”,我记得写这句话时是刚刚得知舅妈得病的消息。如今舅妈走了也快有四周了。姐姐和舅舅昨天从腾冲回来,这次的旅行大概也是他们这近一年来完完全全的一次放松与解脱吧。我一直告诉姐姐,当然自己也这么觉得,舅妈一直就在我们身边,她陪伴着我们每一个人,感知着我们的喜怒哀乐。想着想着自然就豁达了。今天晚上二舅舅带着他的新妻子回到成都,一家人相聚一堂也实在难得。不知为何看到他们无名指上的戒指和手腕的佛珠,顿时觉得人活着就应该为着宽容。如果能找到归属,拥有一个家就是最大的幸福。
愿大家都健康平安。半年后我又会回来。